It's time to Gym it

Lovisa Cuff Necklace; Dotti Plain Black Tee; Dotti Skirt; R.J. Story fur Coat; River Island Watch; Therapy Boots; Bag purchased from Vietnam Markets

'I will join gym' the phase that I have been saying for the past 3 years but this time I will promise my readers along with myself I WILL join gym after I get back from Sydney. Cause it's gotten to the point that my weight gain has turned me into a fat, lazy, selfish, slob and I need to pull my act together. But I will blog about that another time, if you have been following me since the beginning there is a drastic change in the way I look from skinny hot bitch to insecure bitch. Also the outfit I took was just a quick throw over cause I always take my photos on a Sunday after work so I look heaps tired and run down!

With the photo book thing I blogged last time about it - NOTHING went to plan, my boss is ridiculous! My best friend and I have been working on this from scratch with no time line and all of the sudden I find out today that I have to do this BY Friday never mind the fact that I am leaving for Sydney on Thursday early morning. GEE BOSS. Thanks for the heads up, I really appreciate it! Anyway that's the end of my rant!

This post has been long overdue because of the fact I turned into a Vampire Diaries Fan. I have watched 2 seasons in 2 days. Okay fan girl moment, I LOVE DAMON!!! HE IS SOOO HOTTT !! I LOVE HIM SO MUCH, WHY IS ELENA ALWAYS WITH HIM? WHY DOES SHE ALWAYS CHOOSE STEFAN OVER HIM. I DON'T UNDERSTAND. WHYYYYYYYY!! And that's the end of my fan girl moment hahaha

Anyway, hopefully I will be able to be blogging when I am in Sydney, I will mainly post photos about my trip and when I start gymming I will be posting my progressing photos! But I will still focus on outfit photos and general photos I take! Hopefully, I don't turn into a gym junkie!! But until then!

And finally figured out how to slow down my shutter speed, iso, etc. for light graffiti so hopefully there will be a day I can incorporate this into my outfit photos!

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bits and pieces

These photos that I have posted up are bits and pieces of photos that are on my laptop to try and compose somewhat of a portfolio. I swear I took more in the past but I don't know where they are.
The thing is, in the  past and present, I never took "photography" seriously cause this is something I just enjoy and do for fun as a hobby to past time and get away from my problems, however ever since I started working even though what I am doing is beyond what my boss should be paying me for I really enjoy it. It puts me into another world, get away from my drama. Takes me away from the rut I am always in with my boyfriend; the ups and downs I have with my friends; my insecurities I have about myself. This just lets me focus on something else other than my selfish self. I guess, I never thought there would be a day I could have an opportunity to see my work get published and distributed even if it's just for my store it makes me want to keep doing this. I personally, just want to take photos for models or anyone who want a portfolio, I want to work with different people and be put in different challenges.

On another note, outfit post coming up soon! If you follow me on instagram, I have made new purchases (trying to save, but being VERY terrible at this task) so I will feature them in the next post!

This is my favourite shot of all time, no posing nothing! Just a genuine, I should stop drinking thought running through his head haha

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cause you can never be right

I've been complaining endlessly and completely stressed about next week. But, I just never seem to get motivated to study or finish my assignments. Something must be wrong with me. I realised, I don't like the current course I am in, but then again, that is probably due to the fact that I am doing really badly in most of my subjects. I cannot wait till I go on holidays. 3 more weeks now, and hopefully I finish this semester with a pretty alright score. I won't be happy but I won't be completely cut and depressed either.

That was what I wore to uni ages ago. Apparently, I dress to formal? Which is really odd, since I just put on whatever. I need to go shopping, running out of clothes but I litterally have no money anymore, all the money I work just goes to food. Uni food is expensive, I should pack my own lunch and stop eating out...but it's such a hassle when your going to uni and carrying it in your bag. I kind of miss those big ugly school bags & having lockers so you can just throw your stuff into there without carrying it around all day and to classes.



I have a backpack, but apparently when I wear it, I look like a kid. I think I am going to be selling it. Also, I am going to be selling my winter ASOS wedges. I've never worn it before. Mum hates me wearing it because it's to tall and makes me look like a massive giant. I wish my boyfriend and my friends were taller. So I don't look out of place when I wear heels or wedges.

I was reading through my past posts and I just can't believe how much has changed. The photos of parties, I use to be a film camera nut and now I can't even afford/be bothered to buy film for my camera.

I never thought alot would change when you go to uni, but it does. I kind of miss the old times kind of. I don't know...sighh.

it's way to cold for autumn

Dissh Floppy Hat; ASOS Coat; Forever New Stockings; Strandbags Uni Bag; JayJays Boots

Back from my long hiatus of doing nothing. This is what I wore the other day to uni. I fail at life, I cannot study and all I want to do all day is lie around and do nothing...never mind the fact that I have exams in a week, and shitloads of assignments to do. I am an absolute failure in life.

I was meant to go to the sass&bide warehouse sale today, but never ended up going because it was ridiculously windy and cold. Why is Brisbane so cold right now? It's only Autumn!

The place that I took my outfit photos for that day, I just took these photos yesterday but it was at the rare book store in the city. I have always loved that place, how books are stacked up beyond your head, it's messy, dark yet you will get random bits of light shining through. You would never think this kind of place would be in Brisbane but somehow it is. You just don't really notice it. Some of the workers at that place are nice and others a kind of bitchy. I don't regret taking the photos even though it was ridiculously embarrassing, the photos turned out pretty good. I might post again sometime on the weekend but it's going to be a short post.

I would have loved to take photos here again, but I wouldn't really do it again since the lady told us off. She was kind of a bitch, if she told us that you shouldn't be taking pictures because the flash ruins the books and the colour starts to fade, instead she just got completely up us and told us "People hire this place for photo shoots rah rah rah" then again, we should have just asked for permission...Slash, I am absolutely in love with button up tops right now! So, I think I'm going to order a million button up tops in different colours. You can never go wrong with plain coloured button up tops!
Slash, say hello to my best friend/photographer again! Follow her on tumblr! And I would like to say thank you to her for taking my photos, cause she's the one who the lady started telling off while I just ran away and hid between the bookcases!

trying to cope

I am seriously the worst blogger in the world. I blog whenever I feel like it. I seriously hate uni with a passion. I thought it would be awesome and fun, oh my god it is no where near fun. You go through something it would usually take you 3 weeks in high school in 2 lectures which is like 2 hours of your life. It's ridiculously demanding and ridiculously annoying.

Nothing really has been up with me lately, I dropped one of my subjects in uni because it got to demanding on me and I had no idea what it was talking about half the time. You go through so much of your closet and I think I'm starting to run out of clothes I normally like wearing. I think I'm going to start pulling out the clothes I have never worn and start wearing them. I've brought clothes on asos and can't wait till it gets shipped over.

So the time away, I spent doing uni work (more like heading into the city and seeing my boyfriend + friends), working and pulling all nighters for last minute exams/assignments. I actually have an assignment due tomorrow that I need to write the intro, discussion and the conclusion. Funny how these are the core parts to a scientific report Hahaha; oh god. i am going to die.

I'm thinking of buying a DSLR, not really, i was thinking of buying a Olympus PEN... actually, i just want more film for my film camera :( I don't really know what i want right now. I know if i buy a legit camera right now, I won't find the time to start legitly blogging cause uni takes up all my time. SERIOUSLY! People have been asking me, how's uni? This is what I usually reply to them "Don't go to uni, it sucks cock. When you work, just start earning the cash. It's stupid and a waste of time" Pretty sure, I am one of the most inspirational person ever.

Okay, I am just going to spam you guys with photos now, cause I have heaps to talk about but I can't be bothered to actually start elaborating about it. This has been my last 2 months.

My most favorite people in the world, to bad I am absolutely a shit cunt to them. But I love them.

my shit is to big

Sorry for not blogging in ages, I have been working a alot. I'm pretty happy with my hours, getting really good hours but the bad thing about it is; I have no life other than work. I haven't taken any photos lately, but I was going through my laptop the other day and I found a this and thought I might as well post it up.

Also, I am upgrading internet plans which means; I WILL NEVER GET CAPPED EVER AGAIN! I am absolutely thrilled and cannot wait till next month. Also, I am very keen for a photo-shoot to come up but I think it's going to be a long time before there is going to be one.

Actually since this blog is kind of pointless, I think it is time to introduce to you my great photographer! The person who takes behind the camera while I stand awkwardly in front of the camera. Meet Cindy aka. Oh.D.Darko (her tumblr)!

She has been my best friend for about 9 years and has been the person behind the camera who takes most of the photos on this blog. I edit the photos and organise the photo-shoot while she takes the photos.

At every shoot, it is completely awkward to begin with and very hard to warm up to. I have Cindy telling me that I look a retard and relax all the time. But after a while, it gets really fun! Thank you Cindy! We are hoping to start something on this blog and hopefully, I am going to be able to chuck photos of her outfit on this blog. Her style is a lot different to mine, she's the gothic/preppy kind of style. We both have different personalities but somehow work together.

So this is my photographer (Sorry, were not the type that people hire to take photos for, we do this for fun. It's just a hobby for us)! Most of the time, were usually lying around at home watching movies and eating. We are actually very lazy people and our favorite past time is reading, blogs, eating, movies and I feel sorry for my followers cause I am such a bad blogger. I don't blog for ages sometimes and other times I am blogging every day! So I would like to thank my followers and readers for even reading this!

apologise & film

How to apologise to your mother to get all your stuff back. Yes, that's right, I gave her a bouquet of flowers which my friend whom works at a florist sent me (THANK GOD). Right now, the flowers are sitting in the middle of my dinner table making the house look more pretty. So how the hell was I able to pull this off without it looking like I was trying to buy her off.

So, I walked to where she was sitting and then I apologised and pulled the flowers out of nowhere. But, I wrote a card saying how Sorry I was, since half the stuff you were meant to say when you apologise can never come out. Seriously, having it written down is the easiest thing there is, it saves you time and you know you won't screw it up.

On a different note, I finally got my film camera prosessed and half the photos on that roll; I have no memory of. Seriously, I think it's one of the perks of using a film camera. After so long, you finally get the roll processed and then you remember all these things that you forgot about. As well as the great tones and shades you get when you process the film.

The photos start from when I first took the photos until the party.