Thursday, February 17, 2011
lets take a break from it all
So today, I finally decide to get out of my little hole and blog. I haven't been taking any photos lately simply because I've lost feeling. I've lost alot of things lately. I use to love taking photos and would spend numerous amounts of hours on the internet looking at blogs, photos, playing with photoshop and just planning all these photo shoots in my head of how the photos will turn out and how I am going to edit them to make them look really nice.
But lately, I've just lost all feeling for everything. I went from Vintage and DIY-ing all my clothes to gothic black with alot of accessories and red lipstick. Sometime during this holiday, I went from happy me to completely mature, quiet and sad me. I simply don't know what has happened. I want to be carefree and happy again, not thinking about anything besides photos and going to different locations for my photos. Now, all I think about is money, sorting out uni, how everything I do will affect everyone.
I miss being happy, but I don't remember how to be happy anymore. So yeah, that's whats up with my lately. Hence, I haven't been blogging much. Hopefully, I will somehow get off my ass and take some legit photos instead of scavenging through my laptop trying to find old photos that I haven't blogged yet.
PS. Uni starts on the 28th and I'm going to the University of Queensland! SO NERVOUS AND SCARED. Like, I am going to get lost and die on campus! For some reason, I'm not really keen to go to this uni either because most of the people there are snobs and think they are great cause they go to "the University of Queensland" i hope i don't end up like one of them, i really want to meet people who are down to earth and happy.
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